Once again, in training.

My apologies for the long absence. I've had a long thought regarding the sugar life and whether I should be in it or not. Trust me, the decision wasn't easy. I guess it all came down to personal values. Society will forever find mistakes in you no matter what you do and how you do it. It's true, life is short - and you really don't know what's going to happen after that. So why not make this one a great one? I don't call it taking the "easy road" I call it creating "opportunities" and doing what makes yourself happy.

Even though I haven't been exactly in "training mode" for my future sugar life, I did improve quite a few things about myself.

1. Dyed my hair - which I think +1 my appearance
2. Beginning to create a more stylish wardrobe - another +1 for my appearance and charisma
3. Experimenting with makeup - once again, +1 for my appearance
4. Really thought about the "world" and what kind of person I want to be in this place. I want to be nice, but not to the point where I am considered stupid. I don't want to be/act innocent, but no to a point where I become a whore or a sex addict. I want to be a role model, but not everybody's role model. I want to be successful, but success will not take over my life. I want to have fun, but not so much that my life is revolved around partying. I will stop here because I believe that you get what I'm trying to say.

I love browsing through tumblr for inspirations. Don't mind me, I just wanted to share my thoughts:

 Beautiful black hangers which I will get in the future.

 Attractive, but I never really dig guys with facial hair.

Adorable sight isn't it?